hari ini.....

knp hari ni ak jumpa sume org2 yg aku nk elakkan drp berjumpa....
rase mcm pelarian pun ada.....
tension tahu tak!!!!!!
pergi2...ak tak nk jumpa ngn korg leh tak...
itu membuatkan aku rase malu yg teramat sgt....
rase mcm org yg paling bodoh dlm dunia ni pun ada tahu tak...
back off!!!!

hurmmmm i used to be like her,,,
but no more...
i dont want to be like her,,,because it tense me...
terlalu pembersih,,,tak sukakan kekotoran,,,terlalu menjaga segala benda...
sometimes i feel tired being like that...
i dont want to be like that anymore...
tp takdelah sampai jadi seorg yg pengotor....
i'm just feel tired....thats all....

but yesterday,,,,i act like my old behaviour....
why?????
sbb benda tu dh sebati dlm hidup ak????
sbb ak lakukannya sehari-harian????

oh my god.....please help me....
i need your help right now....
there are so many things inside my mind right now...
n i dont have the ability to solve it.
please help me!!!!!!

everything in my mind is just make me crazy....
i do love crazy thing but not now!!!
it make me sick of it....bla bla bla bla bla.....
hmmmmmm well,,thanks to this library computer who lend me his screeen to write something although it just a piece of crap....huuhhhhhh =(